Pippin

Been talking about a pet now for a couple of months and there are days where we both want it, and others where I'm the only that wants it.  This too like so many other things in our life seems to be something that changes dependent upon your mood.

I've realized over time that you make things harder not only for yourself but also for everyone around you by changing and not sticking with something.  Not only does it make it hard for you to plan, it also raises expectations and causes disappointment in others. Another case in point about this is your job.

We've been talking now for weeks about your leaving, but the minute you go in and one of the people you work with says you should stay, you do? This doesn't make any sense and in fact just causes more annoyance.  I know that making decisions is difficult for you, but not making them is just dumb and constantly changing the decision you've made is even worse!

Change which is what a pet in our life would be, is something that scares you - I actually understand that, but life IS change.  You can't remain the same forever and you need to experience different things to really enjoy life.

Hopefully putting this down on paper will let me forget Pippin - the pet that never was! :(